Lost

Am still swimming
But its dark and dry
Ocean, black sea
feels like vultures cry
Swimming in my thoughts
Dark roses and thorns
Scatterbrain thoughts
Hot and cold
Waiting for an old soul
Past the numbers
Through the spaces
Am swimmimg still
Lost in scrapes
Lost in time
Loosing myself and my life

Idle

Am sitting here
In the washroom
Singing out loud
And wishing a time machine
To the blackwhite threatre
And the cars vintage now

Oh baby how did time go on
It left me alone to figure whats wrong

Dying petals of the fall
Shivering winters
Or lemonade under sun
Oh tell me whats wrong
How does times skip
Faster than the eriee wind

And nobodys fault
But me and my soul
It says i have sinned
But just yesterday werent we talkin
And now lying on ground
The ace of spade
Rolled in blood
And daggers unknown

Here I lower you to the ground
Now i cant say it all loud
Loud that i love you
Want you with me
Loud that i want to be
Yours, but look now
Deatinys cruel smile
Watching me on your desmise

Now i wish to go back on that day
Where i could just say
Say that i love you
Confess my want
To do the wrong right and have you all
Now i scream your name
Lonely in bed
Hoping even you love me
More than just a friend