Dear Death

To fear you or not
You confuse me
Pardon me or not
It's just my soul
That cares for me
Knows the unknown
And the elixir stone
Dear archangel
You amuse me
Take the good
Take the pain
But still get cursed
Who if not death
The lady faith
And her swords edge

Paradise

With a soft kiss on your warm lips
I wonder how did it all end
Things going downward spin
I wonder if am anymore on your head

The touch the talk and the smile
Oh how I hate that memory of mine
The stars that still seem bright
The air cold and me misty eyed

I remember you putting Jewels
on me and my twirling around to show you
Never did it not go right
To steal another kiss from you

Now I just want to see you
Calling out my name
Lunging to me
Cause without you am never the same

Let's see the world and the light
How I want to hold your hand
And not move from your sight
Oh how I miss that life, my paradise

Reeth Varma

Trust

Lost in thoughts
Thinking of plights
Look at me in the eye
And dare say any more lie

I swear if I were alive
I would have wasted no more time
But crush me, oh you did
My heart and love
The fire that was inside
Smoldering and barely alive

For something that you call Just
You did the demons deed
Now watching me bleed
You wish to believe
That nothing went wrong
The sorrow was fine

But look, look at me in the eye
And catch yourself midst of lie
In this tangled mess you left me and mine
Everything scattered on the edge

The edge of my past that I thought love alas
Now forgotten here I sit
Waiting for you to pay for what you did
I sit here with wounded pride
Wishing that I will heal with time
And get what I thought I deserve
A little love and lots of trust.

Choices and pain

It's tinged red with black and brown
Gross and nothing to be proud

Still however it holds me to the ground
To show that pain is only humane
Nothing that's to be astound

Dole and another you finally feel
The mocking and know nothing that heals

The saddest part however it feels
That the one you trusted
didn't even leave you the choice

The muse

How do I know that what's correct
What's my stance
when the world seems incorrect
Tell me again who are you

At least tell me how do you do
Do this and that
affect me with all the bad

Tell me again which side you chose
Maybe we never got much close
But I trusted my heart enough to guide
Though you make me want to cuddle with fright

Unhinged to the world
You bring out my worst fright

Once and twice stabbed by my own mind
Betrayed by my love
Though I still trust my fright
It's the only one to say same with time

Tell me what the question was like
And what time will you match me by mine

A year and few down the lane
No peace and solace in my brain
Crumpled and questioned my heart breaks

Do I wanna know what was the plight
Me or just my sad overworked mind

Neverland

Stolen dreams
Forgotten days
Broken wings
And shattered faith
Hiding and isolating
Don't tell me your name
A shady lane
That faded face
Here all alone
I sit and think
To have your blessing
I lost my spirit
Now broken self
A dead Queens shell
I run the race
Which I am doomed to fail
Cometh at this hour
I think all the way back
Wishing I had chose
The long abounded diverged road
With my thoughts in closet
And grief in heart
I wait for Neverland

Lost

Am still swimming
But its dark and dry
Ocean, black sea
feels like vultures cry
Swimming in my thoughts
Dark roses and thorns
Scatterbrain thoughts
Hot and cold
Waiting for an old soul
Past the numbers
Through the spaces
Am swimmimg still
Lost in scrapes
Lost in time
Loosing myself and my life