Trust

Lost in thoughts
Thinking of plights
Look at me in the eye
And dare say any more lie

I swear if I were alive
I would have wasted no more time
But crush me, oh you did
My heart and love
The fire that was inside
Smoldering and barely alive

For something that you call Just
You did the demons deed
Now watching me bleed
You wish to believe
That nothing went wrong
The sorrow was fine

But look, look at me in the eye
And catch yourself midst of lie
In this tangled mess you left me and mine
Everything scattered on the edge

The edge of my past that I thought love alas
Now forgotten here I sit
Waiting for you to pay for what you did
I sit here with wounded pride
Wishing that I will heal with time
And get what I thought I deserve
A little love and lots of trust.

Choices and pain

It's tinged red with black and brown
Gross and nothing to be proud

Still however it holds me to the ground
To show that pain is only humane
Nothing that's to be astound

Dole and another you finally feel
The mocking and know nothing that heals

The saddest part however it feels
That the one you trusted
didn't even leave you the choice

The muse

How do I know that what's correct
What's my stance
when the world seems incorrect
Tell me again who are you

At least tell me how do you do
Do this and that
affect me with all the bad

Tell me again which side you chose
Maybe we never got much close
But I trusted my heart enough to guide
Though you make me want to cuddle with fright

Unhinged to the world
You bring out my worst fright

Once and twice stabbed by my own mind
Betrayed by my love
Though I still trust my fright
It's the only one to say same with time

Tell me what the question was like
And what time will you match me by mine

A year and few down the lane
No peace and solace in my brain
Crumpled and questioned my heart breaks

Do I wanna know what was the plight
Me or just my sad overworked mind